and it doesn't mean I'm a different person, it's still me, but the way I present myself to others is what might have changed a bit, hopefully for good but you never know.
I wonder if people will find me less affectionate or friendly just because I don't feel that drive that made me warm person in the past? Not that I don't want to show appreciation toward others, I just feel trapped by the very barriers I, myself, built as a protection mechanism, by the impenetrable heart that emerged as a result of inevitable circumstances...